Jinhui 的个人资料Feeling照片日志列表更多 工具 帮助

日志


2009/6/23

蓦然回首

 

Turning around
Time has been killed in mess
Trivial living
Headache work
Ups and downs of life

But now it seems
All the oscillation, struggling
Whether facing to the bright or dark
Becomes ridiculous in front of the time

Do not matter True or False
Illusion or Fact  
Right or wrong
Chaos or clear
In the second of turning around
All are nothing

Staring the sunset far away
Thinking of the rainbow which in the beginning of this year
Hope seems to be

In the daily trivial
Rotating the life watch  
Scenes
Reincarnation

Grasps the fists
Or let it open

What is left

 

Let it be

Are all the ascription

 

 

蓦然回首

时间已在无聊的事情中消耗

生活的琐碎

工作的烦恼

人生的起伏

 

可是现在看来

一切的彷徨、挣扎

无论是面对光明还是黑暗

在时间面前都变得可笑

 

真实虚伪

真相假象

是非对错

混沌清晰

在回首的霎那

都是那么渺小

 

凝视着远方落下来的太阳

想着年初的彩虹

仿佛还有期待

 

在每日的琐碎中

人生的钟表在旋转

一幕幕

轮回般

 

 

双手紧握拳头

张开又留下什么

放下

才是一切的归一

 

2008/12/31

Waiting for the Rainbow

 
The latest day of 2008 is sunning
With a nice sign for the next while it was an unusual year

Time passed in the routines
With the ruining of passion while it was upset inside

Two thousand and eight in the humans
We say farewell to you, my friends


Homeless, loneness, valueless
Hard life is still threaten the poor even in this economic crisis winter

Have not included the war between Israel and Palestine
How the people stay there


As the artistic work, some story or some words would touch you
And at the end of this unusual, I just waiting for the rainbow of my life
Although it is inaccessible or impractical

As the weather indicates today
After hard running and long time struggle, you will feel satisfy when you see it
At the other end of the rainbow, there would be a connection

Sunshine with hope
 

                                                                                             ( photo quoted from others)
 
2008/7/13

泡面的日子

 
周末,阵雨,高温。
迷迷糊糊睡了一天之后,身体的状况似乎有些好转。
最近的睡眠严重不足。
 
起来已是华灯初上的时候。
望着一个个微黄的窗户,不知道在这炎热江南的人们都在做什么。
 
只是为了填肚子,所以决定把之前买的泡面作晚饭。
在这酷热的夏天不想再折腾饭菜,而且也没有心情。
 
突然想到当年大学的时光,夜半时分还需要泡面充饥。
那时的日子,简单而快乐。
或许有彷徨,但是还是前进在轨道上。
 
脑子里想了很多往事,可是碗里的泡面却还剩很多。
看来胃口与气温还是成反比的。
而且,如今的彷徨已经没有了轨道。
 
泡面原本是干脆的,稍微一煮后有了筋道。
可是,煮久了就什么也看不出来了。
 
原本的记录,喜欢用一些唯美的语句。
慢慢发现,现实的生活却偏离了原本的想象。
剩下的不知道是些什么。
2008/5/24

What's the life?

 

记得在还有憧憬的年纪, 时常为将要选择什么样的人生而困扰. 曾经的孤独、迷茫, 似乎是庸人自扰.

后来, 在“城墙”外看到了价值的缺失, 但是仍然找不到问题的答案.

记得05年去敦煌时, 在无边际的沙漠里行走, 顿感人类的渺小.

 

DSC04880

 

在看到地震后人们的恐慌焦虑中, 在不断上升的一个个数据中, 唐山地震的伤痛在提醒着人们.

而曾经认为重要的东西, 在大自然的提示中往往被忽略.

古语三十年河东三十年河西, 历史的悲剧往往在其长河中重现.

 

可以从人类对待自然的态度看出人与人之间的关系.

生命的本质, 生活的真谛好象越来越不被思考.

在物质相对发达的当今社会, 却存在更多舍本逐末的事情.

 

汶川, 一个让善良的人们感到悲痛的词汇, 也让我们重新思考很多问题.

仅管还有很多人执迷不悟.

2008/5/11

Today yesteryear (去年今日)

 

Still remember Mothers' Day yesteryear

Been together with family

One year have passed by Turning

The feeling is much stronger

While the situation is similar

For a picture I want to paste here

Finding it was the same one around yesteryear

 

Stand at the crossroads of life

Always waiting for the left and right turning...?

What about the day next May

                                                                                                            (圖片轉載它處)

Maybe should let thoughts go

Just relax and enjoy                                                                                    

Maybe just do the choice 

Then action                                                                                                                       

 

http://jinhuilin.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!798ABA9594D4A708!696.trak

2008/3/25

NUMB

 

在一段机械式的作息之后

最近突然发觉

思想已濒临麻木numb..

没有任何的预告讯息与提示符

似乎一切已被沉寂淹没

 

不知是否该庆幸麻木

因为无所谓别人的脚步

也无需等待

留下的只有简单的疲惫

与苍白的道路                                                                                                        (圖片轉載它處)

2008/3/12

植树的光阴

 

曾记得上大学的几年

每年植树节前后都跟一些朋友

在西北黄土高原植下友谊之树

有白发苍苍的老者

也有单纯无暇的少年

或许沟通之间不是太顺畅

但是我们依然谈笑风生

没有国别的差异

没有种族的偏见

 

当年种下了希望

因为当年有希望

而现在

不知是否已经发芽

或者

它已经默默生长

2007/10/29

江 南

 

历史的胶片与幻影

将我与身边的水乡融合

发现原来的江南才是如此

没有现代城市的喧嚣与浮尘

 

           CIMG0278      Zhouzhuang (5)     Zhouzhuang (4)

 

仿佛置身天堂口

看那潮起潮落

2007/10/24

感 觉

 

东京的Y君说他有女友了

高兴的同时好像有些突然L0003_thumb3_thumb2_thumb_thumb

不过这只是时间的问题罢了

 

生命中偶遇的一些人

仿佛一幅画让人赏心悦目

彼此了解与分享

自然而然

                                                                                                             (圖片轉載它處)

自然的感觉才是真实的

刻意的调整

就像人工雕琢风景

仿佛就很难找到感觉了

2007/9/26

中秋月夜

 

中秋節         皆様、中秋快楽!  ペンギン

チャイテン

東京の天気は良いです。月が好看です。
蘇州の天気はどうですか?

よがっち

中秋快楽!満月チャペル

 

Alex

昨日蘇州の天気はいいでしだ、月はきれいね。。。
今年、満月の夜は9月27日3時です。

世界は一個です、月も一個ね。

月は一個です、僕は独りぼっち。

2007/7/13

NEW life

Life in Soochow, START

 

These days, too busy on many things, the new situation and business. So the space has been left for some long time.

 

Also, I am not sure how about my friends all over the world, i should have written mails to them...

 

New situation, new person, new task...something headache...

 

But the new house is nice, and good place to rest.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Some person is a little headache in the Company, but i have to face, that is the life and that is the work.

Tomorrow is weekend, i want to have a lazy sleep which far away from me.

 

 

(记录于2007-07-12  图片请勿转载)
2007/7/2

ESCAPE?

逃   离

踌躇和犹豫不决之后是匆忙的逃离

好像是选择离开

实际上确切地说

应该是在逃避两难的境地

 

人生百态

在一些特殊的时候表露无遗

错综关系

在某个十字路口分崩离析

 

矛盾彷徨迷茫

挽留增添了诸多的负担

而负重奔走之后

却有可能是轰然倒下

面对将要出现的崩盘

我选择提前抽身

 

前往一座陌生的城市

开始陌生的生活

曾经不是我的渴望吗

而现在

也不再是渴望而已了

 

 

离别的时候

面对谆谆教诲的师长

同甘共苦的朋友……

潸然泪下

七年光阴点点滴滴历历在目

可是,还得离开

去追求我的生活、我的空间

  

放弃全世界

一个人逃离

 

(记录于2007-07-01
圖片轉載它處)
2007/6/10

高考

 
Today, found someone (韩寒) blasts the Chinese annual  university entrance examination, although some of the points is too sharp, but I think his concepts of Chinese composition examination is something right, which sometime the test result was awful...
 
The nightmare of my test on this point has retuned around these days for the national consideration, seven to eight years ago, I were drown in...I am not sure weather I could do better if I face the same situation now, and thought about that I will drown again in another status for the kids coming.
 
Exactly, these days thought about the points hard on what I want to go through, which kind of life I want to belong. But the result is far away with my present position. A sensitive friend mailed me that he is caring about my job and marriage, but I am still do not have the answer on the later. It is difficult to find the one who understands you and love each other, the one just belongs to youself.
 
Still needs to move on...
 
 
2007/6/2

Childhood Recalling

 
 
Yesterday was special for thinking my friend's birthday and busy on some finishing work
From midnight, I began to think about childhood for the music around
Then,  I want to quote a music words to share my feeling
That is GO HOME WITH THE DREAM
 
 
                                                        回            家
 
作词:alin
作曲:陈忠义
编曲:林从胤 陈忠义

                         拼命的在寻找着
                                          真正完整的自我
                                                  城市喧闹的霓虹
                                                      却带来寂寞
                          很久没有这样过

 
                 梦见童年的模样
                        景色是依然一样
                        等待我回家
 
                                    天真好动的小时候
                                    穿梭在田野中
                                                  满天星的夜空陪伴着我成长
                                                  ei tho a cu na ca ba hai nu lu ma
                                                 (那里能够看的到美丽的故乡)
                                                 什么时候它会再带我回家
                                                 gi ma cu fang tha nar narcu na lu ma
                                                  (是你在思念那美好的故乡吗?)
 
                                                                                       灵魂在城市里游荡
                                                                                       心里伪装的自己
                                               看起来很坚强
                                               现实划出道伤口
                                                     就在我内心逗留
                                 渐渐我开始遗忘
                                                 当初的梦想
                                                             热情好动的小时候
                                                                                 乘风在大海中
                                                                                               许下无数的梦只期望快成长

                            
                            希望有一天梦想陪我一起
                                
                                回            家
 
 
 
RECORD FOR THE LAST CHILDREN'S DAY SPENT IN SCHOOL...
2007/6/1

Friend



Today, Children's day...
Also is the birthday of my best friend far away


We chat with each other
and recording the familiar vioce
...
2007/4/21

光 阴 七 载


仿 佛

时间到了今晚就是学生生涯的结束

虽然这并不意味着学习的终止


期 间

有矛盾挣扎、郁闷踌躇

也有青春梦想、激扬彭湃

七载光阴

点点滴滴

积累了也仿佛消逝着



记得有人称之为“岩中七年”

对我来说

似乎还欠缺艺术家的灵光

只是

从一个城市到另外一个城市

掠过五彩斑斓的世界

其中有文化的交汇

思维的差异

乃至人情的冷暖



如今

从一个彷徨到另一个彷徨

现在还不清楚

下一站是Fukuoka,Tokyo

还是Jakarta,Bandung

甚至是Paris,Sydney



与母亲分享了

结束一个时代的复杂心情

然后

安心的睡觉

(写在答辩前夜)01:38

(圖片轉載它處)

Ending

This afternoon, things finished at about 1700,

 It should be an ending of my important period in my 20s.

Tonight, had dinner together with the Advisor and classmates who passed the final presentation with the order after me. Professor asked me to do more exercises, and it is on the point. Ironic, the total number is up to eight, and interesting the others are all girls. Said something as thanks to the profess and other teachers in the research group, then the friends. The beer should be something hard work, for it is exactly a long time that never have beer so fast these months. The paper and other thing about degree are to be finished recently, and this it should be a milestone of this afternoon.


What I want to mention is the calls from parents, teachers, and friends even far away, the encouragement at the begging and the congratulations finally. It let me touched.

Sung songs at night were something crazy, for I thought it should be the last time together with them. Some one will go to Italy days later, and the others to the other places of this world.

I thought I have got out the mess which I met, although the situation is more complicated later.

Owari desita, and it is just a small step of the long march of the life.

Some other things need to continue in the near future.

(Recorded in the night after presentation for the degree) 4-21 00:50
2007/4/5

谈论 A Forever Friend

 引用

A Forever Friend

A friend walk in when the rest of the world walks out.
别人都走开的时候,朋友仍与你在一起。

Sometimes in life,
有时候在生活中,

You find a special friend;
你会找到一个特别的朋友;

Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
他只是你生活中的一部分内容,却能改变你整个的生活。

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
他会把你逗得开怀大笑;

Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
他会让你相信人间有真情。

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
他会让你确信,真的有一扇不加锁的门,在等待着你去开启。

This is Forever Friendship.
这就是永远的友谊。

when you're down,
当你失意,

and the world seems dark and empty,
当世界变得黯淡与空虚,

Your forever friend lifts you up in spirits and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
你真正的朋友会让你振作起来,原本黯淡、空虚的世界顿时变得明亮和充实。

Your forever friend gets you through the hard times,the sad times,and the confused times.
你真正的朋友会与你一同度过困难、伤心和烦恼的时刻。

If you turn and walk away,
你转身走开时,

Your forever friend follows,
真正的朋友会紧紧相随,

If you lose you way,
你迷失方向时,

Your forever friend guides you and cheers you on.
真正的朋友会引导你,鼓励你。

Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.
真正的朋友会握着你的手,告诉你一切都会好起来的。

2007/3/8

Another way

This afternoon, I began to turn another way as a real at about 1600 after discussion with the boss.
 
I am not sure what will happen at the next corner, but I think the new environment will give me surprise.
The women's day, 2007 is the special day for me, although it does not have relation with me exactly.
 
As I feel casual in my original hometown when I rode a bicycle, a new channel appeared in front of me while it was still a mess seconds ago. So I believe there will be many new situation happen when you try, but not when you want to try.
 
For the new life, Ganbatte ne...
 
2007/3/1

Visiting in Xiamen

After about one week stay in oringal hometown, together with finishing the relationship through, I begin to change my schedule to Xiamen```~~~
 
Xiamen is the famous city which lie in the southeast of Fujian Province, at the same time, it is the city where my father being his soldier time. He called me last night, when I have been here for one day, with some exiting. haha...
 
Stay near the Bay of Pearl, where near the sea just only 5 mins walk. It is exactly a nice place, quiet, smooth, breezing...
 
The south Putuo Temple, which lies in the southeast of tje Xiamen Island, valuable for visitng and thinking. 
 
28 Feb., had dinner with my highschool friend, nice feeling of chatting and recalling. Then we went around the Pearl Bay, and departed at 2130 for he have to continue the work next day.
 
 
 
2007/1/31

Maybe last winter holiday

From today, the winter holiday has began...
Many things need to consider, taihen desune...
How about takafumi and henmi kun's presentation...mondainai desu ka...
...
maybe last winter holiday..